tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8527866474747081960.post943377217586417536..comments2014-04-02T18:51:36.168-07:00Comments on Jesus > Religion: Not Good Enough Can Kiss My BackcrackAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02758414161398352447noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8527866474747081960.post-42391117242895645632014-04-02T18:51:36.168-07:002014-04-02T18:51:36.168-07:00I feel you on this one. When I was reading it I w...I feel you on this one. When I was reading it I was like, this is the female me! Lol. I always struggled with self worth and low self esteem. I was always that awkward fat kid growing up. All I wanted was love. From friends, girls, (im a hopeless romantic too) basically whoever would give it to me. I created this party persona that then grew into drug dealing persona because(as cliche as it sounds) the streets showed me love. I slept with many girls, trying to feel that love, although they just liked me cause I was fun and had lots of money. There was never anything real about it. Fast forward a couple years...I left that lifestyle go. I started trying to find my self worth and boost my esteem by helping others and blowing money on stupid crap. I would always give money to the homeless people, or anybody who asked really. I'd pay for people's stuff, or give them whatever they asked for. I even supported another human being for like six months. I mean fully supported them...housing, food, bills, everything! It made me feel as if I was finally good enough. Just think I did this all the while knowing what God had done for me. Knowing how much he loved me and cared for me. I just never got it...til a few months ago. <br /><br />I say all that to say this, I know your stuggle. I know what you been through. I am here for you, I love you and im so proud of you! If you ever need to talk, get at me girl! Holla!!!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08841875440020002404noreply@blogger.com